Hey

So i barely write on my own wall, usually on chat rooms. 

I prefer pa waiting room compared to anorexic queen...Anyway, 

I'm down to 138 approx from where I started at 160. I've been doing kickboxing and running in my neighbourhood. I'm wondering what a good new pill would be to start..i've been on teh same for two months and my bodies grown apt. to it.

anyway, i still want to loose another 10 ATLEAST.

I want to be in the 120's more than ever in my life. I need to stay motivated and think thin. I can do it!

Hey  Everyone, 

just posting to say how i'm doing...

yesterday I ate half of a turkey sub and 10 bottles of water lol which calculated to be 230 calories...approx. 
then i went to the gym and did 20 minutes on the eliptical and 20 minutes running which equalled 450+ calories plus I was wearing a sweat shirt and pants so I sweat more. I felt like passing out but luckily there was this really skinny girl beside me and one in front of me so everytime i thought about getting off I just looked at them for some thinsssssspo and kept onward.

today 
i drank a double green tea (two tea bags) 2 slices of an apple and 10 crackers (100 calories)
i think im hittin up the gym tonight as well 
then watching americas next top model for some thinspo.

im almost at 150...and super excited :D that will be a whole 15 pounds almost!

 Hey i enjoy reading everyones postings. it gives me motivation to keep going..

but i want support. i wish i had some. 

it would really help.

no one understands me and this site is helping me venture through this shit and help remind me im not alone.

i want to loose 10 pounds by friday. i have a formal and i dont want to look like a whale

fuck

sooo

lastnight i went out for my friends bday. i bought and split an order of noodle lettuce rolls. i had two little ones. fo rmy entree i ordered a small stirfry with veggies, no meat...and only ate half. said my allergies were still buggin me. that's the most i ate all week combined pretty much and the worst part was i liked it. it got rid of my dizzy spells.  while i was out lastnight i checked out every girl i saw. i got some great thinspo from the skinny minney's and huge heffers i spotted. made me feel like i was a huge wale but gave me motivation to continue onward. i drank water like a fish lastnight.

and after the bar my boyfriend insisted on getting food and i said no while he ordered from mcdonalds,. i convinced myself mcdonalds was fat shit. i was like, no im not hungry. firstt ime i've resisted it in a long time. go me!

my boyfriend wants to go out for breakfast soon. im trying to eat less then 100 calories everyday. last week i took my appetite supressants twice a day, ran and lost five pounds. no pop. no fast food. if i keep this up i'll be super skinny coem summer and my trip to vvegas. 

im finding it hard to run/wrok out without food in my body and feelin like i want topass out. any ideas? :)

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ahhhh just  got back from my run, i feel like im going to faint. i am never goin to reach my 130 goal.

i feel fucking fat as hell

alo alo!

im about to head out for a run. i just got finished work. 
today i've consumed
1/2 hot dog with bun=100 calories
one apple sauce=50 calories
a pitcher of water.

im going out for dinner tonight with my friends and am dreading it. i need help on how i can avoid eating a ton while we are out. i think i might say i ate before we came out..

i've been taken appetite supressants and they are really working for me. i never get hunger cramps or anything. just a dizzy spell here or there. i sometimes feel like im high. lol

think thinnnnn<3!

 Hey Everyone, 

I'm new to this community...and new to using online support for my habit. 

i've been popping nv hoodia and its working amazing. i am never hungry. yesterday i ate carrot sticks and a slice of meat. 
it's 4:24 today and i've had 1/4 of a bagel and two hersey kisses..and 4 bottles of water

im feeling super dizzy and have to go to work soon. this sucks

any tips to get rid of the dizziness or any foods that will keep me thin

xx thanks and have a good weekend every1!
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